Zinvorn asac․ «Amot em zgum zhoghovrdis araj…»

Thu, 28 May 2026 14:45:27 +0400

Hogebanakan shat bard u miazhamanak khor zgacoghutyun e sa, vor@, vstah em, shaterd eq aprel, bayc guce cheq karoghacel dzevakerpel barerov։

Mayisi 28-i zintekhnikayi cucadrutyunic mardik chogevorvecin։ Charajacav ayn hpartutyan, uzhi u haghtakan vstahutyan zgacum@, vor@ tariner araj tsnvum er nman paherin։ Inchvo՞ւ։ Erkar mtatseci dra masin u pordzeci inqs im hogevitchakin hogebanakan gnahatakan tal։

Khndir@ ayn cher, vor es chei uzum urakhanal։ @ndhakarak@՝ nersums mets cankutyun kar tekuz mi poqr dzerqberum tesnel u hpartanal im banakov, im zinvorvov, im erkri uzhov։ Bayc cher stacvum։ Zgacmunqner@ kartses pakvel ein nersum։
Hishum em՝ tariner araj, erb haghtanakneri zhamanakashrjan er, erb cucadrvum er mer razmakan tekhnikan, amen mi detalic amboghj marmnov pshaqaghvum ei։ Amen mi ancnogh tank, amen mi zinvor, amen mi drosh indz hamar voch miayn tekhnika kam araroghutyun er, ayl anvtangutyan, arzhanapatvutyan u haghtanaki khorhrdanish։ Khostovanem՝ angam lac ei linum huzmunqic։ Da hpartutyan arcunq er։ Mard iren pashtpanvats u uzhegh er zgum։
Aysor ayd zgacoghutyun@ chkar։

Pokharen@՝ nersums miayn tsanrutyun, datarkutyun u khor@ tkhrutyun er։ Aynqan, vor angam chkaroghaca amboghjutyamb nayel cucadrutyun@։ Isk erb tesa Pashinyanin u Papikyanin, indz tvac՝ kartses sar@ jur lcrin glkhis։ Ayd pahin es nuynisk chei lsum nranc khosqer@։ Barer@ hasnum ein akanjis, bayc chein hasnum gitakcutyans։ Chei haskanum ishkhanutyan urakhutyun@, chei haskanum handisavorutyan ayd mtnolvort@, vorovhetev nersums bolvorovin ayl irakanutyun er։

Da qaghaqakan verabermunqic el khor ban er։ Da hogebanakan travma er։ Mi vitchak, erb mard@ aylevs chi karogh nuyn kerp ardzaganqel ayn khorhrdanishnerin, voronq zhamanakin hpartutyun u uzh ein nershnchum։ Erb cav@, korust@, hiastaputyunn u anpataskhan harcer@ nstum en mardu entagitakcutyan mej ev tuyl chen talis ankeghts urakhanal։
U ayd zgacoghutyan amenatchshgrit bacatrutyun@ indz tvec mi zinvor։

Na shat hangist, bayc tsanr dzaynov asac. «Mi tesak amot em zgum zhoghovrdis araj։ Amot, vor lrelyayn hamadzaynvum enq mer taratsqner@ zijel tshnamun»։

Ayd khosqeri mej aveli shat cav kar, qan hazaravor bardzradzayn eluytnerum։ Da partvats mardu khosq cher։ Da nersic kotrvats, hogebanoren hognats mardu khosq er, vor@ der pordzum e haskanal՝ inch e teghi unecel ir erkri, ir banaki, ir arzhanapatvutyan het։
Hetvo na avelacrec. «Bayc es i՞nch karogh em anel…»
Ayd «i՞nch karogh em anel»-i mej anzorutyun kar, lrecvats boghoq, kheghdvats pataskhanatvutyun ev tsanr meghavorutyan zgacum։
Erb harcri՝ zorahandesi gnalvo՞ւ e, sarats achqerov pataskhanec.
«Inchi՞ hamar։ Zinvorakan shqert tesneluc indz meghavor em zgum»։
Ayd pahin haskaca, vor sa parzapes qaghaqakan kam hasarakakan dzhgohutyun che։ Sa havaqakan hogebanakan verq e։ Travma, vor@ aprum e te՛ zinvor@, te՛ tsnogh@, te՛ paterazm tesats mard@, te՛ nuynisk ayn qaghaqacin, vov hervic er hetevum ayd amenin։

Erb hasarakutyun@ korcnum e haghtanaki zgacoghutyun@, nuynisk amenahzor tekhnikan aylevs chi karogh vogevorel։ Vorovhetev hpartutyun@ miayn cucadrvogh zenqov chi tsnvum։ Ayn tsnvum e ardarutyan, arzhanapatvutyan, anvtangutyan ev azgayin vstahutyan zgacumic։ Isk erb ayd himqer@ kharkhlvats en, amenahandisavor shqertn angam karogh e mardu nersum datarkutyun arajacnel։

Sa ayn hogebanakan travman e, vor@ der erkar e ughekcelu te՛ zinvorin, te՛ hasarakutyan@։ Ev ayd verq@ buzhelu hamar miayn zorahandesnern u bardzrakhosayin khosqer@ bavarar chen linelu։ Mardkanc petq e veradardznel voch miayn anvtangutyun@, ayl naev havat@, arzhanapatvutyunn u nerqin vstahutyun@, vor irenc cav@ tesnum en, haskanum en ev chen antesum։